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Thursday, August 25, 2011

I'm on leave today so happy... Is been so long I'm on leave.Though we could meet for breakfast but thing dun seem to turn well ya. Is ok,did not manage meet up. Head dowm to exam centre. Guess what the exam centre is my secondary school wor... Nothing much change but dun manage to meet Mrs Ang. Went back to the places,I miss those moments of ups and downs. Went down to bishan and wait for baby to off work.
Todays my moods is very down and I feel like crying.
Was so totally disappointed with myself. I did so badly for my oral just now. I am so nervous that i was like mom the words! Next time that happen to me is that my iphone button is not working well. Hais...

The Though for the day is bad and I am disappointed with myself. Simple task I'm unable get it to be done. Joanna are sure you are into the thing? Can't do well in this thing how's abt the rest? Can't even answer any thing..
You are such a useless person.

Useless girl!!!!!!!

.i whine today, have u? .

Monday, August 22, 2011

Monday Blues... Hope i wish that i wont have to wake up today and report to work. Don really feel like talking to another todays
When i know i want to be alone. Tear in front of jes again. Sorry to let all of you worry but i am not ready to share or i wont not want to share. Get back to work, clear some stuff which i know that im on leave on this coming thur . So looking forward but i hope that the day wont arrive.
Was joking around with my colleague and come out with alot of joke. Ended a nice day with laugh with my colleague... Haha.
Looking at the picture, i can feel sour and guilty from my heart. Hope that things could stop So i will not feel guilty towards any1 of you ya .

The Pooh who love the honey... Yummy.. :(

.i whine today, have u? .

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Yesterday(20 Aug 2011) was out with my friend to chill.
对不起我是真的想跟你说对不起。I'm to be blame. Which i dun understand how come i will become like this.
I dont wish to hurt any1....

The step i took

.i whine today, have u? .

Friday, August 12, 2011

Was a tired week... But i manage to spend so time for myself... Was spending about 3 hour in town window shopping.
Bought ice-cream and went up to the top of the building. Is really been a while i went back there again... 吹吹风人都开心多！Although im back to the place when "we" use to go. But apart from the moment i feel so much better...

吹吹风的我！

.i whine today, have u? .

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Is a national day today and is holiday too.... Yeah !!!!

Spend half of the day *study* but dun seen that it is able to go in. Suddenly, im feel so lost . Exam is round the corner yet it seen that nothing went to my brain. The Motivation is gone suddenly.

I also aware that with the education standard certificate i having, it will not drive me far. Looking at pp studying so hard to for their futures and it make me feel so useless now. A simple N / O Level, im not able to do well and taking & taking again.By looking that this how am i going to achieve my dream....Math & Science Exam is in another 1 MONTHS time from now and nothing seen to go in.... Is so useless carry the book in and out with me.

In this few year , i realize about myself. when it come to neither work nor study i did not do a good job, on the nonsense thing i able to do. Always said and nothing seen to turn out good. Either work,study or even relationship i am not going a good job. Feel so disappointed with myself.

WHAT AM I GOOD AT ? YOU ARE GOOD AT NOTHING AND YOU DONT SEEN TO ACHIEVE ANYTHING FOR THE 20 YEAR IN YOUR LIFE......

A Day with Useless Ginger Girl.....

.i whine today, have u? .

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Is Tuesday !!! So looking forward today but early in the days clients spoil my moods. Hais. Handle with the thing which im not suppose too
. Went pray pray with them, was fun . Playing ard and joking ard. But after all , is a tired day with i have been shutting down myself.

Had a small chat with jeslyn. She says that she is kind of dont bear that i leaving company soon. In fact, im very happy to know all of them. They are very understanding and kind to me. Jeslyn has been taking care of me ever i came in. Think abt this thing 我有一点舍不得离开你们。我会珍惜和你们在一起的时间.You guys do stand a placw in my heart which i believe that i did not share with anyone of you.

Jo_Jo

.i whine today, have u? .

Monday, August 1, 2011

Today is 1 of Aug . I should forget what had happen or what i have done past few month or year. Today, this moment i would wan to change for the better. And willing to accept all the challenge ahead me. I will do my best b4 i regret in the future. I wan to achieve something in my life and now.

Grew up Jo Jo

.i whine today, have u? .