Is a national day today and is holiday too.... Yeah !!!!
Spend half of the day *study* but dun seen that it is able to go in. Suddenly, im feel so lost . Exam is round the corner yet it seen that nothing went to my brain. The Motivation is gone suddenly.
I also aware that with the education standard certificate i having, it will not drive me far. Looking at pp studying so hard to for their futures and it make me feel so useless now. A simple N / O Level, im not able to do well and taking & taking again.By looking that this how am i going to achieve my dream....Math & Science Exam is in another 1 MONTHS time from now and nothing seen to go in.... Is so useless carry the book in and out with me.
In this few year , i realize about myself. when it come to neither work nor study i did not do a good job, on the nonsense thing i able to do. Always said and nothing seen to turn out good. Either work,study or even relationship i am not going a good job. Feel so disappointed with myself.
WHAT AM I GOOD AT ? YOU ARE GOOD AT NOTHING AND YOU DONT SEEN TO ACHIEVE ANYTHING FOR THE 20 YEAR IN YOUR LIFE......
A Day with Useless Ginger Girl.....