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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Was so looking forwards for my English Exam today. In the end , i screw up with the exam date. Deep in me im am totally disappointed wirh myself. Looking at mistaken i had made. Seriously, i really cant believe i make such a mistake. I really cant forgive myself. Telling myself i will do well for this time round but looking at this . That is totally impossible!!! Whats the point im so good in work but towards study i am such a failure.
Having the smile on my face and deep inside me is crying loudly.
My goal ? My dream ? ( Is been flying away from me ) really cant believe that i mix up the date for my English Exam.

Failure/useless/dumb

.i whine today, have u? .

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Im so happy. Got some stuff and i feel so good. Had a nice dinner at raffles place. Do some shopping @ Rson.

.i whine today, have u? .

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Sharing to someone is not easy. How to share when you know that he/ she is the correct person to share ?
I hate to explain to pp who dont get the facts.

.i whine today, have u? .

Monday, October 17, 2011

Was feeling total unwell today. The pain is back, without any warning!! Although the pain was bad but i manage to last to the end.

Seriously, i was totally hurt from you. The pain is unexplainable. Never thought it was come out from your mouth. I always respect you and look upon you but in the end im totally hurt for the words.what i am feeling now is not what i want. I have try all kind of ways to get it better. Do you know ? I bet you dont. Do you know deep in me is crying!!

I know you dont mean it and i know is for own good. But i guess that will be always a gaps in between us.

I think i should builds a wall to everyone in order that i will not get hurt from anyone. I have been my best to avoid hurting someone which i can understand the feeling. I promised i will not open my heart to anyone again. I will lock it with extra lock!!!

Bleeding sweats

.i whine today, have u? .

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Was away from work a week,dur to my exam. Was totally stress out with my papers and i know that i did not do well again. I guess only god know how bad my paper was. Hais....

After my exam, baby spend his time to bring me out to relax and eat. Baby, thanks for the days. Really enjoys myself and i hope you enjoys ya. But the time fly so fast!! Todays is SUNDAY which mean i have to report back to work tmrl. Suddenly, i dont feel like going back to work. The moment i think of work, my head is painful and the tear roll down from my cheek. Was seeing doctor on thur, which i finsh my math paper. She told me that im feeling stress and ask to relax myself. Seek from help ftom the adult or who have search help online. Was thinking for the past few day, am i really intake of stress that cause me to be like that ? But there pp who are also stress too. Are they like me ? How yo overcome? Baby , pass me a book today. The book teach is how to manage the stress & alot more.

Am i running away from the stuff that im facing ? I have the feeling to dig a hole & hide inside for a while.
我想我是真的真的累了！！
( ; _ ; )/~~~

Labels: Run away

.i whine today, have u? .

Saturday, October 1, 2011

就要出发是吗这问题困扰着我是个可能吧或许想太多有的梦不去做好可惜.
我得放下翻开这一页没时间想过去心中会怕才问自己那些曾经的话语谢谢是你让我有天空和明天学会独立
站在未知的泥土里看我勇敢的深呼吸.

下一页的我会去哪里用多大的勇气所有梦里面的风雨我不怕那是我的试题
下一页的我希望能拥有美丽的明天所以这次我送走从前因为我看的见.

耳边的风吹吧让我听见新消息在旅途上爱是氧气让我越来越肯定,它让我再苦也肯努力.

Labels: 它让我再苦也肯努力

.i whine today, have u? .