Was feeling total unwell today. The pain is back, without any warning!! Although the pain was bad but i manage to last to the end.
Seriously, i was totally hurt from you. The pain is unexplainable. Never thought it was come out from your mouth. I always respect you and look upon you but in the end im totally hurt for the words.what i am feeling now is not what i want. I have try all kind of ways to get it better. Do you know ? I bet you dont. Do you know deep in me is crying!!
I know you dont mean it and i know is for own good. But i guess that will be always a gaps in between us.
I think i should builds a wall to everyone in order that i will not get hurt from anyone. I have been my best to avoid hurting someone which i can understand the feeling. I promised i will not open my heart to anyone again. I will lock it with extra lock!!!
Bleeding sweats
.i whine today, have u? .