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Saturday, March 31, 2012

End of the Month of March. Time fly so fast. After the break down i have, now i am facing family problem now. This & there make me feel so tired.Kinda of bother with the issus im facing. Hais....Received text from my boss saying that there will be new staff coming on 2 Apr (Monday) for us. Feeling nothing when i see the text.

As age is catching up , im going to 21 year old soon. What i really want ?
How i wan my future to be ? what am i going to do ? Where are the path ? Where am i ? what am i going to do ?

1. $$$$$$$$$$
2. 19 April 2012
3. Mobile Plan
4. HDB
5. My Future
6. My Goal

.i whine today, have u? .

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Hi , i am back after soon long. I am still so stressful as before. Nothing seen to change. Break down last few week. So stress that my tear could not stop dropping. So scare that i might lead to depression one day.

Everyone are very worry of me.Thanks for all your concerm. I would not want to know what are you guys really thinks as i know what am i actually doing. Showing you the letter does not mean anything. I dont want any of your concerm, i dont know what i show you that letter when i should not. Sometime i dont know you can let me tear & affect my mood. But i am learning to step back from everyone of you if i can. Found out that i change alot in the few month.

Towards the HS i also wanna to give up too. why do you always do things half way de. Please do not says something when you are unable to commit yourself. I am very disapppointed with you. As a friend you are fine but once i have to report you i wanna to kill myself so much. Do you know how bad are you in our eyes ?

Wanna pp stay to help you but have you ever though that why there are always in & out ?

How would you want them to help you. Both of us, wanna to get out badly you know? i bet you dont ya .

What are my plan ? What are my goal ? Where is Joanna Toh ? What i want ?

A Path that i will never end

.i whine today, have u? .